Memories

z

2007-02-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

no mood to blog.
fk

MOS

2007-02-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

haha, went mos on vday with yt her frens and nic .
met ou yang and his 2 female frens there
danced together, wasnt able to really enjoy due to my upper body still aching from the previous gym training and wasnt high enough after the 2 cover drinks
oh well.
many hot girls but...
see only, no touch =X
dunno why i so stupid, went to call ter and jon to ask them to meet for supper after i club, apparently they will meet at serangoon rk, the usual, and it was quite far from mos to there. but they waited for me from 1am to 4am so it will be quite bastard for me to call and pangseh them. so being a nice and loyal fren that i am , i took a cab down and it costs me like $12 bucks omgwtf
another 3 bucks for e prata which means i spent $15 on prata. how nice.
sry for psing yt etc cos already promised them le , sadly if nt i can save $ also
=X
stupid ter left his light and air con on when he left e house which left his parents on a rampage and so we are nt able to stay there, have to go all e way to jon's house to slp then wake up go nics hse via cab $10 ok, ouch
go nic hse bathe le den strt away vivo again with adeline and yt and nic
ouch la, dam tired. watched epic movie, the most stupid and $ wasting movie on earth so dont watch it
bought a topman top and a river island belt
headed home after that, well by right nics hse 1st.
and yesterday, went out with clement and jh to vivo again to buy a last top, finally decided to splash 80 bucks on a volcom top, ouch but ya i had 10% discount la. heng
after that went phillips hse for a truely mahjong session overnight.
been long since i see the group
phillip , clement , jh , desmond ahha
prataed next morning before i waste another $10 cabbing home again
slept at my comfortable bed from 10 - 4pm =D

guess no more stayovers for a period of time.
parents kinda pissed, just realised this week from mon - fri i only slept at home once. =X
oh and im so dead when the credit bill comes
i swear
im like so dead.
let me total up
2 cards, platinum and the silver.
For the platinum
$20 on mov tics
$25 for the barcelona visit to yt
$60 for my new blazer
$40 for a white shirt from dunno where
$185 on zara
$140 on river island jeans

total $470

and the silver card
$80 on my volcom top

and my atm sadly
$35 on river island belt
$43 on topman top
$30+ on freshimp t shirt
and alot more, my atm depreciated by 500 in 10 days.

i signed a total of $550 on credit cards.
god save me

exams over

2007-02-14T01:41:00.000+08:00

=)))) finally exams are overrrr
woot my blog have kinda became a forsaken palace ahahahhaa
welllllllll noo time laaa sad

study study study so much
laughs ! and aft that party party party hahahaha
ok 1st the overall of my exams
Econs - graphs are fucked but theory is still ok la so about 70+ sad la, A fly away
Accountings - rather an easy paper heng la , but still lots of careless, so if lucky around 70+ if nt 60+ 70+ la
sad.
Marketing : hahahaha all farking bullshit la. serious. if the marker like my bs skills then i can pass lo . lol
Stats : killer paper i swear, mcq until the end all blank, anyhw whack 1 ,1st time knana such paper. alot ppl complain hard. die la hope miracle happen, dun fail pls pls

Anyway. After accounts like finish exam already so dint really study stats and marketing which happens to be the 2 killer papers sadly. well anyway kinda party after exams, the usual gang, the brothers, the family or watever they call it. Me ter rishi and jon, 2 bottles of vodka and the nite goes on ahhaha.
apparently we all got high and it was quite fun. High , not drunk, well ter died la as usual . dumb fk, plucking grass and kicking down dustbins hahahah. in conclusion just dum fk la. stayed over at ters hse and ko there. lol

the day after marketing exam.. sad day i suppose due to some reason.. sent her off :(
well anyway, nat pangsehed us again. yes if your reading this you should feel guilty.
the usual + fransua , ben and mel and yen keng hahaha. mel and fransua and ben died , but ben revived quite fast, anyway mel and fransua died. 2 mad woman on the beach i swear, 4 shots and they died lol. spoil the nite la.
sent mel home while we wait for fransua to revive.
lol.
sounds cheesy
well..
mel and fransua, u both need to seriously cut some fats.
lol

oh and i have been going out everyday after exams anyway. sadly money supply depreciating also =(

I NEED A JOB LA KNN
=(

anyway the most happening 1 was still yesterday la omg.
kanna police check hahaha 2 times wtf
so fking sway , 1st neighbour call them tot we illegal gathering,
2nd police saw ter and zac drunk then fking reverse the car in the main road and turn in sia. scare me
hahahha
cids somemore
omg
but of cos, we are safe and sound
fking workout sia carry ter and zac
not funny
really not funny

anyway
went gym today with jon and ter
ter suppose to train us to get our abs and all
lol
do most exercise to concentrate on our chest and biceps
not funny
aching now
i swear after a session of gym training
eating meat is the next best thing
cartels pork ribs are just sexy :)
lol
ate my fill
but still hungry now .
sadly
=(

its val times day tmr..
enjoy it there aite :)
i will too with my frens =D
till then
happy vals time day everyone
<3

deep thoughts

2006-12-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

How do you pick up the threads of an old live
How do you go on , in your heart, you began to understand
there is no going back....
there are some things that time cannot mend
some hurts that go too deep,
that have taken hold.

cry

2006-11-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

Cry~

4get all my formulas

A fly away le.

SAD.

no mood.
dun bother about anything le.
crap.

our dreams that are made up of real things
why we here and whether we go.
its not always easy cos life can be deceiving.

sian

2006-11-03T02:43:00.000+08:00

exams coming. gonna start mugging le.
roar~

just feel so sianed abt sp bowling. bah
gonna pon all trainings..
till then

too lazy to blog
tata

::::(

2006-10-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

TODAY DAM SWAY LA.
FRANCES HO. I OFFICALLY STAT I HATE U LA.
MAKE ME SOOOOOOOOOOOOO
PSSSSSSSSSSSSS
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

ok this is what happened. my day totally sucked today la.
woke up. kanna scold by my mum cos i cant wake up
late for sch
wait b4 that
i went on the train la.
then normally got alot of working class people will depart at tanjong pagar.
so alot of seats.
HOWEVER
at city hall got alot of ppl go down. i happened to have a seat, but got old lady, so i gave it to her la, cos later 2 more stops will have seats le ma. and another working class lady seems to have that face that she will be going out at tat station.
.
HOWEVER
when the mrt speakers say TANJONG PAGAR.
THERE WAS NO BLOODY MOVEMENT AT ALL LA
WTF!??!?
I FEEL SO CHEATED CAN
7+ AM IN E MORNING AND I CANT SLP IN E TRAIN
DAM SAD LA.
STAND FROM KEMANGAN TO DOVER
ZZZ
SOBS

got 80 for stats.
yayyy
tot i was going to fail
hahahaha
tried de free coke thingy on the vending machine
thanks to the wrong brothers, it failed and i had to drink 2 bottles of coke
zzz

LASTLY HOPEFULLY FOR TODAY
ON E TRAIN HOME
saw my eye candy
so the big mouth of mine said SHIT in front of jon and stupid cow
then they all got excited keep asking who when she was behind me
zzz
tried to lure them to change cabin but of cos it dint work.. so we all entered the train cabin
and we were dam close to each other with angsua keep trying to disturb me
den i said sth dam stupid
i said i was gay and i like guys in jeans cos that was e only thing i could think at that moment la cos i saw a guy in jeans in e other cabin.
Den that was it
i dint notice there was a guy in jeans right beside me who could hear everythign i just said la until angsua told me
wtf!??even that gal i think can hear also
wa kao
DAM PS CAN , stupid rat laughed thruout the journey cb cb cb
and angsua seprated from us .

U GOOD LA FRANCES HO
HMPPPPFFFFF

She( e mrt 1 ) have a bf. sad.
oh well..
sian la
going for driving already.
till then
stupid cow,angsua
anyway hope you and ur cookie monster get well together again =)
cheer up angsua. redhill will be always there.lols.

lalala
sians
back from driving
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
did 3 lessons worth in 1 lesson
ahhhaha
this cock face instructor. cb every lesson kanna him alot of times already
whole day give me lj reply and cock face.
today at first i tot dunno wtf he doing on my book, maybe writing weak points for the next tester to see, HOWEVER
HE GAVE ME 5 CHOPS
3 test routes chop
and module 2 final evaluation chop
all in 1 hr
DAM SEXY LA
hahahaha
love u fuck face=D

booked my final exam date le.
zzzz
mistaken la dam sad. the 1 i previously book was the stupid auto lesson
NOW MY EXAM DATE IS 11/1/06
4.30PM
WA CRY LA
3 mths LEHG
HW AM I GONNA SURVIVE THE WAIT LA
DAM SAD
even thou gt sch on thurs, but gonna PON
=X
dam tireeeeeeeeeeeeed
gonna fall on my bed and sleep.
sian
having bad diarroea also.
2 days le =(
sigh

anyway.
GOOD LUCK FOR ALL TAKING A LVLS OUT THERE
ESP SRJCIANS AND E TANS PEEP
=DJIAYOU

heh..

2006-10-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging .. everytime wanna blog..
either 4get. or too lazy or got nth to say

anyway.
recent updates .. lets see...

suprisingly.
got my credit cards =D
silver and a platinum card =D
woot.
sexy
for posing in my wallet only. =X

yesyes gt my sexy bowling shoe already..
but dunno buy also for wad..
waste $..
got the intention to quit bowling le..
so demoralising and sian..
anyway trainings aint fun to look forward to le.
see how.

really miss u guys
tans.
srjcians
etc.

u all better mug hard ah. get 3/4As =) nov 30 will be the day u all will be set free.
chiong ah =) Jiayou!@
sadly i have to endure 2 years + more =(

miss the times we had
miss the fun we gone thru
miss the sufferings we endured.
miss everything.

everything seems so different now...
good things dun last.
anyway skip my usual whinings.

my aircon is dam irratating la.
keep leaking water and my dad cant be bothered to do anything about it, he claims he will do it when he has the time but he never got the time.
imagine u slp until 5+ so nice in your dreams and suddenly cold drops of water splash on ur head which can literally wake u up from any nightmare or wonderland with the consequence of a bad headache after that and the activation of my stupid sinus.
woot.
a paragraph without puncutations. now u know how fustrated i feel about my stupid useless irrratating aircon.

period
lesson at 8 tmr.
got 2 slp.
nites everyone

Superman

2006-10-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

so dam sick

2006-10-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

of everything
fk it.
actually.
of myself.
why cant u just focus at the most important time of all.
why cant u perform
why cant u just do your best when the time comes.
yes.. and only sulk when its over.
sad..
just sad..
gonna quit bowling soon.
i totally suck at it. period.
sp team.
of cos dint qualify la..
fk it.
left 4 spots for the coach to hand pick.
dun think any of the 4 will be me la.
dam sianed.

aft selection, went with lester kollin etc eat carls jr at marina square.
sat in lesters car.
shiok la can drive car to sch =X
cant wait for my turn
seriously.
had lots of fun.
4got about the bad feeling after the selection thingy.
saddening.

dunno wat to say anymore.
utterly sianed.

ignorance

2006-10-01T03:17:00.000+08:00

ignorance is bliss
=)

gems

2006-10-01T03:05:00.000+08:00

wooo.
gems.
i thought it was gonna be boring.
god sent an angel.
to bring away all my troubles , for awhile thou. =D
sorted it out
straighten my thinkin..
beginning to c flaws.
more and more flaws.
yes..
=)
ohhh
parents
i swear
i wanna be freeeeee
fk it.
cant wait to get a job and 3@$#@$##@$#@$$
grrrrrrr
burnt my wallet today la.
=(
i need a evo la =(

bah

2006-09-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

sick. tired. disgusted.
dam shagged la.. poly life is nt slack =(

=(

2006-09-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

it needs to die.
no reply would aid it.
gt e urge to drove car just nw, driving in my own car park, oh well, no lisence wat.
almost bang another flower pot la cos step acelerator too fast... couldnt control, how i wish i can drive and speed on e highway, 4getting all troubles,
i cant wait to get my lisence .
i wanna drift drift drift..
piao.
i need to start rmbing to bring my new sexy shoe so i can bowl! -.-

ahhh

2006-09-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

training is ytd and tdy
not ytd and wed
OH NO. I MISSED TRAINING. =(
2 times in a row la
im screwed =(

drift away.

2006-09-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

i told you what i felt.
unknowingly,suddenly.
i knew i should not love.
You said you were trying to 4get her.
you asked me why,
why can i still like you.
if theres a reason why,
i would like to know too
love is just the reason why.
that little bit gave me hope,
even thou i knew u were lying,
but still good words are nice to the ear.
thanks for that.
but now i know its all but false hope.
I want to tell you, the love that I dare not express
Will anyone be able to understand
anyway, it doesnt matter now.
its over.

dun worry.
I will be staring off into space, then I will slowly forget you.
with my eyes closed.
Thinking about that day, when there will be someone who’ll take your place
So that I will not think about you anymore
and slowly,
a smile will appear..
for when i closed my eyes
thinking once again, your tender face
before it disappears...for good.
it will fade.
hopefully
yes it will.

hahahhaa.
emo post
yay =D
dun worry la. its just some crap emo post iv came out with.
so dun think its for a gal or sth
haahhaha.
zzzzzz
anyway
bad sleep ytd for some reason.
woke up at 11 today la.
went to school.
booo
ponned training ytd, feeling abit guilty la..
so i must go for tmrs training at 7.
so sad can.
pol lite school team selection is coming soon
gotta buck up my average and do more self training =(
no more slacking.
eeeeeeeeee
oh and no more mapling too
2x is over =(
stupid timetable suxs la.
5pm 4/5 out of the days can..
too shagged to maple anyway
hahahaha
got 2 subs today, CD and errr. some reason thinking shit la
the 2 most useless modules, dunno why we must take also la.
zzzz
so dam stupid.
anyway.
apologies to mel for the green tea.
really sry
how i wish im back to the holis again.
=(
gotta start studying for accounts and other subjects again.
sad sad sad.
cant afford to slack anymore.
sp teachers are always from companies that earned high pay ,
so far almost all my subject tutors say they are previously from some company that pay them high but they got sick of e job so they sacrifise their pay and come to teach in sp blah blah..
quite curious about the working society outside.
cant wait to step out to work,
and get my 1st EVOLUTION
mwuahaha
cant wait for my driving exam la.
i wannan get a bloody lisence la.
at least 2 more mths b4 my exam la =(
i wanna drive!
4got to book lessons so 1 mth no driving
SAD LA.
=( =(
i wanna drive..
sobs
enough for my whining.
anyway tmr start at 8am
sad la
6am must wake up
sinus gonna go crazy again
gotta slp early
psout =)
oh ps : i wanna learn drifting once i get my lisence ah.
so if anyone of you have contacts . AHEM intro pls =D
hhahaha.

heh

2006-09-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

it was foolish for me to think that i had hope..
utterly foolish
higher disappointment with each higher hope..

never go to a chalet b4 a competition.
period.

8X

2006-09-13T03:43:00.000+08:00

LAMADOG is 8X
*cheers*

world of lies

2006-09-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

its just a world of lies
wake up.

LAMADOG IS 67.
gonna be 69 by 2am. hopefully.

dam stupid.. dint notice training time changed to 1-3pm

went all e way getting ready and out of my hse at 5, tot training was at 6.
den until paya laber heng i sms my captain!, den found out training time changed.zzz
gotta go on wed -.-

1-3pm training

4-6 driving.
save me.

meh

2006-09-03T04:02:00.000+08:00

woo.. gonna be real busy in 2 days =(
LAMADOG IS LV 66 =D
ahhahaha.. im a chiongster.. for now.. b4 e days gets busier.
lols
sry step, was not able to celebrate ur bday today.. dint slp last nite.. =( jl infmed me last min. sooo sry
ironically some ppl can just lie about sth and live happily in that world of lies..
dunno whether to pity or feel disgusted. oh well.
YITING IS SO BOLIAO TO SMS ME STH AT 3.30AM IN E NITE.
shall nt reveal e contents of the sms.
kk
shall go to slp now.
tata =)
safe trip melly.

bring back memories

2006-08-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

brothers..
hahas.
no matter how close..
we would still distance..
its your path too. you chose it. good luck

EXAM OVER - HOLIDAYS

2006-08-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAH
HOLIDAYS NOW
NO LIFE
KEEP MAPLING
HAVE A CONTRACT WITH MAPLE EVERYDAY 10PM - 2AM
SAD LA........
LAMADOG IS LV 54!

its e only week i can maple for now..
once my cca training and driving lessons and all starts next week.
gonna be busy =( =(
so ppl better go out this week cos im quite free =PpP
hahahaha.
oh yea..and those who wan me to link them.. i 4got e html and cant link u cos blogger was down a few days ago.. just tag ur link in e tagboard and i can link u =D

sian.. =(

stress ah

2006-08-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

!!!
econs exam is tmr
and i only studied up to chp 7.
5 more chpt to go!! lOL
fk screweed.
cant wait for the bloody exams to be over
and i have 1 mth of holiday
woooo
MAPLE CHIONGING TIME
SAW THE 4th JOB
OMG
but i still wan chiong my dk

AIM LIST FOR MY DK
9 ACC brown bandana
12~14 atk wg
10 dex wa 3 or 4 pink cape
atk 85 impaler
8 acc blue ss

CURRENTLY
6 acc brown bandana
8 atk bwg
10 dex wa1 pink cape
impaler haven scroll
ss haven scroll

till then! GOTTA STUDY!

woot.

2006-08-21T17:06:00.000+08:00

exploded.
had a great tiff with my dad
first.
he says my room like will affect him slping so if i slp late he cant slp and so will affect his energy and affect his work blah blah.
SO
i went to the living room and play
and then
he says slp so late blah blah blah and already warn me so not so slp so late blah
i mean.
u can go and drink and so called entertainment with ur clients or frens of urs until so late so i have my own freedom to do watever i wan and enjoy my games until watever time i wan.
so.
the moment he off the stupid router and caused my com to shut off and my maple shop switched off, just nice tat spot i bought for 500k and he fking turned it off, i lost it. i slam the door rite at his face, he come in ask me not happy izzit, i tore my econs binded book, and blah blah fireworkss
next he ask me to go out so i stay in e living room, den he left the hse.
haahha
exciting huh.
but aft awhile i called him and he came back la..
oh and he threatened to ban the internet of cos i still have it.
holidays im gonna maple dota or watever shit for all i care
aft my exams i see wat reason or shit he can give me.
till then

mug econs -

wa cry .

2006-08-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

gonna flunk my accounts
sobs.. =(

emo

2006-08-15T03:37:00.000+08:00

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开她的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

i will gif up. now.

mugging

2006-08-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

woo..
pass my driving module1 1st test
2 more to go and i will be getting my lisence.. oh well.

gonna start mugging aft my blog!
YES MUG FOR ACCS
CHIONGSTER GOGO

heh

2006-08-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

finally finish dl las vegas
13 episodes for season 3. can help to pass some time.
dotaed till 4am . lol
-.-
im suppose to start studying today.
i need to
i must.
someone give me the motivation pls.
i really need it.
neeeeeeed to muggggggggg

im tried..
seriously..
sorry.

will b cing yt val etc tmr.
been a long time.
=)
tans.
hahas.

tattttt

2006-08-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

yippeee!
saw a slot for monday 14/8 DRIVING
must be some clown last min cancel.
ahahhahahaha
i dun have to wait 1 mth!!
well aft that then have to wait about 1 month
but still!
SO HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HAPPIEEEEEEE
SHALLALA
ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY.
hahahas.
i go mad le-.-

be determined.
its fate.

sry

2006-08-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

4 pestering u
4 having false hopes.
i wont no more.

driving

2006-08-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

why is ones heart so soft?
why cant it be more determined..
not so easily shaken..
i guess that only applies to the person u love.
which is the 1 that tortures u the most..
unknowningly.

anyway!
drove 4 hrs of car baby
hahhahaa
book 2 sessions
damn fun!
drove to 100km/h
spent 80% on the time ON E ROAD.
ahahahhaa
cant wait till i get my lisence
now im at module 2!!
meaning all my lessons will be on e road.
ahahaha
no more pathatic 30km/h drive in the circuit!
ownage!
drove to mahabodi sch that area.
eh good acheivement ok!
ahhahahaa
except without the directions of the instructor i probably wont make my way back to the school
heh.
cant wait for the next driving lesson.
which is next month
sadly
stupid exams.
gonna have 2 or 3 times a lesson aft my exams
cant wait man
i want to driveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i wanna learn how to drifttttttttttttttttttttt
fasttt and furiousssssssss
ahhahas

maple maple maple
late till e morning
lv 41 spearman.

i need to start mugging

national day

2006-08-09T12:33:00.000+08:00

woo.. just woke up
national day today..
now that im in poly.
doesnt matter cos i have my study week and = no sch even if its national day or not,
but i guess for others its a different matter.
anticipating driving tmr!
2 lessons in 1 day.
ahahha =)
cant wait.
lala.

I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine
I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say

the lyrics to the best hit song for now.

I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
(Repeat)

(Japanese verse)
Rasha ii, omachito sama
kenso mamiro konoma chinoenso dama
tamama ichii do itsu eoi de
sikayju miryu suruhudoni ko kana
Japan, Ichiban
Jump around sawchirono deban
Teriyaki Boyz in the place to be
he said intyaro kai in VIP

many many diamonds danglin
Bag full of money we stranglin
Hate me, fry me, bake me, try me
All the above cuz you can't get in
I don't want no puro buremu
Because muy professional
Make you, shake you, ketsu (Thank you!)
Haters take it personal

(Japanese verse)
like kakanada tai tets o now
drop it on lets go now
na nachima mai nimits o
lets not chiki chima over
wets go nets go
tsuhilohilo over every color
esgo esgol
ju waktu chunai niikro
new waksu itsukunai pingpoi

(Chorus)
I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)

(Japanese verse)
HI. Wakashteruya
Boyz. ateyuma kitobas
noise. manshij kitemas indaghe
tow banow gazmo windemas
beyshiku wasupplies
de. majmanchika abunai
te. ninjehu kenjahu
dakido geisha
all on the rocks say
karanosha

Should see me in the parking lot
7-11 is the spot
Fights with wings and shiny things
And lions, tigers, bears, Oh my ride
We're furious and fast
Super sonic like JJ Phat
An' we rock cuz the wheels are fly
Can't be doubt with a baseball bat

(Japanese verse)
like kakaru a
kiyo koto sa
matata in dey soki sayk yo
ingosipta shito fokusai
tekimatzailo kwanzai
fola kwanza
fara daka bumotosto
dojidas score four points
from far east coast to
dosi sai
watashi no kansito

(Chorus)
I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)

(Japanese verse)
ya, ichipa mayni chito kitong kitas
hito aylam tobi tobida
mueruyo shito bochi bochi na
kuma nigi dasusu kochi kochi eh
hito a puro do resow
machu subetenu rekong
mechakari mundantesha
fu guchaw chan
fast an furious

It's gotta be the shoes
Gotta be the furs
That's why ladies choose me
All up in the news
Cuz we so cute
That's why we so huge
Harajuku girls know how i feel
They respect i keeps it real
Not a Chinaman cuz I ain't from China man
I am Japan man

(Girls Talking) You see him come and go out of the black Benz SLR.
I wonder where he get that kind of money?
Don't worry about it.
Lets Go

(Chorus)
I wonder if you know
How they live in Tokyo
If you see me then you mean it
Then you know you have to go
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)
Fast and furious (Drift, Drift, Drift)

reflections..

2006-08-09T02:51:00.000+08:00

2.50am in e morning...
sitting here .. pondering..
its nv been gone..
its only getting bigger..
right here.. in the depth of my heart...
tormenting me..
silently..
the hollowness u call it..
no 1 can fill it up..
i miss all of u..
seriously
but i know its just a fascade..
i will never get all of you back
nor enjoyed like we used to.
even my closest fren..or frens.
my old life..
is but a memory..
longing..is e perfect word to describe..
the craving...but will nv be fufilled...
all now is just an illusion..
physically .. but not mentally.
live on my life..
is the only thing i could do..
a choice...
is no longer given.
everything is lost.
embed in the year 2005.

ahhh

2006-08-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

=(
slept like a pig today
still feeling weak..
ahh..
itab ica tmr.. wish me luck.
hope i can score.

sick

2006-08-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

*sick

sickkkieeee

sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

i see what you really are now.

need some sleep. =(

dunkies!

2006-08-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

woootttttttttt
tokyo drift!
ahahahahha pwnage!
damn nice la
the gals and the cars
are seriously
tooooooooooo
muchhhhhhhhhhh
cannnnnnnnnnn
.
basket
the drifting.
i wan to learn!!!
*ADDS MOTIVATION TO LEARN DRIVING
i WAN MY LISENCE
AND A EVO PLS>>>>
hahahas

did ideas FINAL PRESENTATION TODAY
wored FORMAL.
LOL
fk la jon etc say i look like uncle
go die
wore white while the rest wore black
ahhas.
SRY LA I GOT NO BLACK LONG SLEEVE.
sadly.
4got to wear watch and belt.
and sry for making tricia wait at kemangan for 15 mins
my deepest apologies.
screwed up at the presentation
the q&a session was fun thou
whack all questions thrown in our face
prays Anthony gives us plesant marks
that sob

lastly

I BOUGHT MY DUNKS AT LAST
HAHAHS
NIKE ADIDAS NOW BACK TO NIKE
DAMN HOT SEXY LA.
SEXY DUNKS
no more shoes for this year =D

pain

2006-08-03T01:43:00.000+08:00

chiong finish like 4 chapters of mob le..
still got 4 more to go..
ultra shagged.
but im not stopping,
at least 1 chapter more, b4 i turn in to the warm bed which gives the solution for my body aches and weak and exhausted mind.

its hurts to see u not understanding or concerning..
u are all but a mirage .
i need to understand that.

ps : i love to rattle in my blog so sometimes dun take wat i say too seriously

waaaa shaggeeeeeed

2006-07-29T14:42:00.000+08:00

So many thing to write!!
too many days nv blog le..
so lets see ...
i miss my home..
the afternoon light on my computer.
the scenery.
lol.
been doing project at ters hse for days.
my home is like a hotel.
where i book in at nite to slp =(
finally todaY! can enjoy the warmth of my home
hahaha.
stupid ideas project.
@!#@!#!

i wonder.
lets call this guy name X
hes utterly shamless , lowdown and a bastard.
lol.
sry for the language .
but yea.
he doesnt want to do project
gif a whole load of stupid excuses just to not do. and at the end, he want the marks. and begs ppl not to fail him
and, he goes around acting pitiful.
should 1 forgive him?
i doubt so

anyway, talked to geneviene
a ultra super dog lover.
she made me feel guilty
been neglecting my dog =(
=(=(
i will make up for it!
today!
yes yes
sincere apologies to my 1 and only son - baby =P
ahhaha

just got scolded for my hp bill
1800 sms.
dunno why so much also
dint really sms so much -.-
sigh
must cut down!

anyway.
theres sth to be happy about
shes not diaoing me anymore! saw her at the mrt and no stare!
weee!
hahahha. -.-

kinda sian of maple
got the kick of dota now
sandking roxs..
burrow strike + epi + dagger = GODLIKE OWNAGE
the thing about dota is, it makes u feel good.
lol
double kill
triple kill
triple kill
GOD LIKEOWNAGE.
im gonna find a sms tone for that.
hahaha
and
nono im not quitting maple.
just taking a longer break,even thou its about a month since my character gain a single % of exp.
poor hermit. stuck at 88
but 88 is a nice number thou.
will chiong when i have my 6 weeks break.
for now. study study study
stupid exams.
mob on thurs !
ahh!

sian, still must do project tmr.. =(
and i need to train up my bowling.
no more ponnings of trainings !!!

ps : i need to buy my nike dunk!!!

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the seaI want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

all i need is a chance.
cos I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

zzz

2006-07-22T13:29:00.000+08:00

just 1 simple quarral
can distance a frenship
if thats how its gonna go.
then let fate take its course.

have stats on monday! ahhh
whats the bad thing about no final year exams
is that u have tests every week
freak!
projects
omgg
screwed..
sis leaving tmr back to aus
bb! ahhaha
more playboy boxers pls.
stun.

beeen super lazy to train my ony
stuck at lv 88 for wat seems like years
been making $ thou
gonna make till 300m baby
=D

went back to sr to take my pw and a lvl chi cert a few days ago
saw many familar faces,
familar areas.
fond memories.
All is but a mirage now..

sadsaddayyyy

2006-07-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

sadsadday la
been studying for pacc, like, 8 hours.
and i actually could do the test,
but i just love to forget some stuff at the last momemt and
screwed up the whole damn bloody paper
resigned to a C or a D again.
Haisssss

twisted my arm.
sian
slpt wrong position last night
sounds wrong
but
yah
-.-

tooth ache also
wa damn sway
damn pain
cannot eat of e left side anymore.
=(
will get irritataed easily
boo

my bowling suxs laaa
cant get 150 even
wth
poning too much trainings le.
how?
how!??!

i failed itab
omg omg
i rather commit suicide that retake that module
still got 1 more Ca.
must score!!!!

neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
subsideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thooooooooooooossssssssseeeeeeee
feeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllliiiiiinnnnnnnngs

life is just. sad.

sway day

2006-07-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

wow.
tons of things happened today.
got my loa muwahahha
gonna mug alot soon
decided to stop mapling
im stopping at lv 88,
taking a break =D
yes
my hp screwed today
cant on
cant charged
fk .

dunno why
sigh

sians

2006-07-04T01:40:00.000+08:00

sighh
there are so many things i need to do
so many things which i have to do
so many things which i tell myself to do
so many things which i must do
so many things which are critical to me,
but, somehow, somewhere , i would fail to do so.
esp at the most impt moments of my life. I failed.
Encouragement doesnt last,
maybe its just the weak determination.
or its just me.

School was sucky today.
itab = gone
hopefully no forward module for me.
i seriously need to buck up.
period.
for every subject.
exams coming
maple = STOP
mugging starts from now.
yes im going to mug.
pls god help me mug.
frickin tired.
sick of things
sick of happenings
sick of everything.
what truely interests me?
who truely interests me?
someday we'll know.
but certainly not today.

Imagine being the best 1 day
and being the worst the other.
its like a bad injury to a soccer player
since its the world cup fever now,
i shall add more heat to it.
now i understand why sportmen seriously needs lots of determination and endurance, not just physically, but mentally.
i felt that.
yes, it may improve, but certainly not yet.
scalded by flames throughout, ongoing pain.
may winter fall soon, so then the sun will curb and a balance will be created.

omg

2006-07-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

i really cant be bothered abt certain things on certain people anymore.
period.

oHmygod

2006-06-24T03:21:00.000+08:00

opppsss..
have been pangsehing my blog again :P
until mel reminded me of blog,
then i realised i dint blog for quite awhile again
psps :P
lets recap wat iv done e pass few days
projects!!!
but always turn out to be nt doing and going out.
1st was with ter and jonathan
cartel and starbucks.
next day was with additional mel frances and nat
except that the cow pangseh for the movie
Scary movie 4 is so dam stupid.
it seriously reduce ur iq =P
hahaha
TOSHIBA TOYOTA HONDA SHASHIMI~!!!
oh and had dinner at mos burger.
OMG.
MOST IMPTLY
I CHIPPED MY BALL =(
DAM SAD LA.
gonna redrill it also
im darn broke now

oh i just found out whos tat WONG YI QUANS COACH
wmauahaha
turned out he had a private coach
that sly spinner
im gonna learn from tat coach mwauhaha
after all i handed him my ball to be redrilled
mwauhahaa .
*sinister laughter*

hope hes nt reading this, lol.
updates on maple
lv 81!
70% =D
quite sick of it le, gonan take a long break when my 2x card finish.
OMG
I DIED LA.
yst
i got ks for 4 hrs
den today
i died
when i alt tab 5 secs to tok to cow
sad la.
and she nv reply!
HMPF
wasted 2 days of lvling
somemore got 4x exp today
shld hav lvled 85
INSTEAD OF 81.
SOBS
POOR ONYSABLET.

yesyes, been learning driving
4th lesson le
so damn fun.
i can start and stop car
do mild and sharp bend
and change gear le!!
damn exciting
drove out to the main road today
im a fast leaner, tats what the 3 diff coaches say
ahahhaha
damn scary
keep 4getting footwork
bloody scary la
on e road
damn ma fan driving
must look left right up down
everywhere la
and those idiots who cross e roads halfway
makes it harder to drive
* omg im 1 of those idiots*
but
I ENJOYED IT
3 mths more till my lisence
astalabista baby =D

to mel nat and cow.
* we seriously have to get our itab done by tmr ah! *

gonna do project tmr again.
and get my ball drilled
maybe crashing tans
we'll see.
i blogged =D

bleah

2006-06-18T15:56:00.000+08:00

ahhhh
boreeeeeeeeeeed
bought my +6 luk red pirate top
left the btm and thee hat
mwauhahaha =D=D

going bowling later
thank god.
if nt im gonna rot. woo
yaya.
woo
black dexter shoes waiting.

lv 77

2006-06-18T02:33:00.000+08:00

wee! lv 77 =D

ahhahs

2006-06-17T03:15:00.000+08:00

omgomg, went out with yt val and nick today
been years since i last went out with dem
watched silent hill
actually wanted to sneak
but as legal citizens, we decided to pay!
right YT?
ahhahaa ps for the call to lishan or whoever
lolololol.
the movie was damn messy la
make ppl headache
as usual
SOME PPL WERE LATE LA
VALS the worse
30 mins, 35 actually
omg can
yt also late
so wats the moral of the story
dun ever be early
heh :P
went to cine to check movie times, den walk around abit while most of e shops haven even open yet
den walk to taka for val's card which she decide for the card le den decide for another until yt and me were so cant be bothered to choose for her :P
ahhahahaa.
ate long john while they settled for subway =)
then nick joined from his chem tuition hahas.
golden couple nick and yt
woops woops
hahahaaha
anyway
i bought my adidas top at last~~~!!!
CHEERS
im offically broke now
gonna save $ till next month
=(
been fun going out with u guys
hope to c u guys soon
jiayou for As =)

lv 76 =D
warrior 32 =D thanks to the rat.
tired le.

nite ppl

lv 75

2006-06-16T02:17:00.000+08:00

WOOT. LV 75 22%

YES!!! played like 87 % in 4 hrs,
cheers =)

hahahahaa

2006-06-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

ahhaha ownage
pwnage
just reach home from my FTT, FINAL THEORY EXAMINATION
hahahaa
finish a 50 mins paper in 5 mins and 1 second. POWER ANOT?
every1 in the room was stunned la.
the examiner clap his hands also
mwauahahaha
ahhahahahahaha
omgomogmomgg.
ownage =)

AND ITS FIRST TRY OK =D

wa lan.

2006-06-15T02:21:00.000+08:00

=( =( la
lv 74 24% only
whole night play only 50%
damn sad la.

no coolie map
fk guild 4 ppl pang seh
make me play at hector so bloody slow.
nt gonna hector again
tmr i gonna buy coolie map and solo. fk sia.

fk la

2006-06-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

eeee
dam slow today
67% nia
omgggg
can only lv 74 tmr =(
off to slp tata.

=(

2006-06-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

=(=(
lemme 1st say abt yest.

went for bowling training after it seems like months without seeing them.
lol
wow ur back!, so long nv come training le. was most of their 1st sentence to me.
so sad huh.
seems like they have selected some members to play for the league for dunno watever shit every thurs, and im nt selected, due to the frequent ponnings of training.oh well, sadly, i dun get to get the sp shirt early =( =(
nvm.
i even 4got wats the end of year competiiton name.
bah'
haven been bowling since the start of holis, my arms are sagging.
slacking,
took 1hr + to warm up yesterday.
i seriously need to buy weights and train at home =(
my left hand is seriously uneven.
omg
Sad.
advices from coach currently stand at :
SWING MORE
RELAX UR ARM AND FINGERS

did foul line,1step, den 2 step, den 3 step for like 1 hr and 30 mins
fkin boring.
apparently those league bowlers get to bowl 30 mins earlier properly fk
fk fk fkfk
all hookers
nvm.
shall nt get jealous
even thou i am.
where were the happy moments,
they are gone =(
shall nt pon training le, its more of a responsibilty now then interest... heh.

the cow have left,
away on her holiday
so lucky!
have a safe trip
moo~~~~~~~~~

yes.
10
maple
again
shared coolie
by 2am was only 93%
had to play 7% OF NO 2XP omg
3am den lvl.
to 73 =)

sianss
slack e whole day today.
lvl up my warrior to 29 - 30
took 30 mins to find the bloody instructor.
and 30 mins to complete e 30 marbles thingy.
and finally
im a spearman.
40 more lvls to dk.
fk.
shall go ossy and just do exchange quest while my hermit collects those tooth.
have driving later at 9. sian
reach home 10.30+ le
1 hr of 2xp gone
dun think can lvl today.
no coolie map also
BAH.
ROAR

i melt in ur mouth gal not in ur hand.

yeah.....
uh huh....
so seductive.

lallaa

2006-06-13T02:54:00.000+08:00

zz 3am.

lv 73 =)

owned

2006-06-12T02:22:00.000+08:00

lv 72 =D

tired
off to slp
sweet dreams every1~~

Shagged

2006-06-11T20:26:00.000+08:00

omg. back from sim lim.
tired le
=(
damn tired
walk like every shop,
find the cheapest price, in e end save a few $
but carpark was $7+
so moral of the story
dun be cheapskate
period.
hahas.
bought my wolfclaw keyboaard
scarded rite
mwauhahaha.
next target is my razer mouse
got my 1GB MMC Card
and my 1GB thumbdrive.
woo.
shagged
how
dunno whether got energy to chiong from 10-2 later.
bah
must chiong!
2exp!!!
LV 72 TODAY.
YES.

i'll take u to the candy shop

my nike dunk!
wait for me!
i will be back=)
i promise.
pls be there when im there.
ahahhas.

gonna need to bring my doggy to go cut nails
his nails is like freakingly long
bah.

maple
mapl
map
ma
m
...........................

weeee

2006-06-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

wee
weee
weeee
weeeee
weeeeee

hermit 71
warrior 29

=DD

daily updates.

+1 lvl for each char.
mwauahhhaa.
gonna stay at home and be a super nerd freak for the holidays!
nononono.
i cant let maple rob my life away again.
to make me feel better.
I WILL STUDY.
hahahahaha.
no la of cos will go out
but 10-2 cfm must be at home.
=DDDD

still dun get wats so fun about clubbing!?
some1 pls enlighten me.
maybe its the in thing.
shall try it 1 day..
1 day..

sometimes
certain things
certain matters
certain people
we have to learn to let go.
and watch them fly.
like Nike
Just do it.
of cos i prefer Adidas.
hahahaa.
Jose+10

omg crapping so much
bah
waiting to go out laterrrr
dads.......
neh

so sry!

2006-06-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

omg! pangseh my blog for sooooooooooooooooooooo longggggggggggggggggg
sryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

lemme sum up wat i have been doing these daysssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
projects
elearning
projects
elearning
maple
maple
maple

10 - 4am = maple time
ahahhhaa
omg
bought 2xp card
damn pain
$15 ..
pain.
gonna chiong my hermit to at least 80
mwauahhaa
my future dk 28 le. going 29
omg
im becoming a maple freak again.
oh well..
still got itab pbl and itab .
ec
wa sian~~~
so much work! bah!
see many shirts at adidas
wana buy !!
esp 1 of them!
mwauahha gonna get it damn soon!
and my 1gb mem card for my phone!?!?!?

still aiming for my white asus sexy labtop
=X

bahbahbah.
been diaroeeing this days.
sucky
ps.
=(

so much things happened.
sometimes its seriously better not to know the truth,
for once when ur curiousity kicks in
u regret for life.
guess i just have to live with it.

goodbye my lover rox. hahhaa

omg

2006-06-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

just chiong another lvl
lv 22 nw
omg.
2 hrs 1 lvl
ahh
im dam tired
seeing stars.
tata.

john Q

2006-06-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

john Q
omg
seriously ppl, u shld go watch this show.
hearttouching
i swear.
if ur tears dun come out for this 1, ur inhuman
unfeeling.
lols..

lemme summerize this story
dad and mum found out son's heart is 3x bigger than other humans,
too weak to pump blood around e body
as a result, he needs heart transplant
but dad too poor.
as heart transplant needs 250k.
dad no $
dad tries to seek help liek crazy
child aid
etc
etc
but they reject cos of certain reasons
insurance coned him
hence.
he tried to make $
sold everytime
worked doubly hard
he got $18k only.
but one day e hospital see this as a hopeless case
and wanna kick his son out of e hospital as hes gonna die anyway.
he made up his mind
he went kidnap the hospital peeps
to ransom to save his son
as his sons gonna die anytime without a heart.
he dint hurt any hostage
e hostages were so touched by his bravery and love for his son.
when there were no hearts for donation.
he even wanted to kill himself to donate his heart for his son.
the doctor inside,
got so touched
he dun even mind performing the operation
seeing hw the dad would risk his life for the son.
how willingly.
wats the doctor's lisence to him
but phew
the organ came in time, b4 he killed himself..
the rest of e ending lazy to say
hahaha.
great show.

u showed me who u really are
how much u actually cared.
so i wont care no more too.
its numb.

omg
today
was totally
lifeless
i swear
woke up damn late.
maple from 1 - 10pm,
played 30% of my lv 69.
and lvl up from 20 - 21
omg
i have no life
i need 1 =P

lol

2006-06-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

omg , so shagged, still went supermarket
pwned $140+ worth of snacks
mwauahahahhaa
my whole fridge, wardrobe
is damn full.
pwnage.
gonna enjoy e holidays snacking man.

im gona fail this pacc test
would be a miracle if i pass
hopefully there will be a miracle
=D
totally owned by the paper.

its common sense tat swings affects spinning rotation
should i really take the coach advice and learn how to swing alot more
and start from scratch?
shall see.

woo

2006-06-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

confused.
abt
alot
of things.

dunno whether to change style.
its nt impossible to get high scores with my style of bowling u stupid piece of shit.
heh.

it nv happens
it can nv happen
it will nv happen

i failed all 4 mock final theory papers la.
fk
must study le
thats what happen if u walk in without even opening e book to read once
hahahaha.

went crazy at city hall.
omg.
boo.

bowling

2006-05-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

bowling suxs
sian
the training suxs
damn sian
despising trainings nw
dun tok to me
sians.
i sux
sian
sian sian
conclusion
= SIAN.
bb

u showed hw much u really " cared"
thanks

i swear

2006-05-29T21:53:00.001+08:00

fricken hell
flu
&
sorethroat
perfect combination to seriously piss u off
when ur nones and eyes just stop secreting tears and mucus.
when ur body aches so much that u wanna wake but u cant.
whatever whenver u do sth, when it starts flowing, u can nv stop it, and it becoms such a turnoff that u dowanna do that thing anymore.
fkkkkk.

pon bowling again
im so screwed
bah
leave me alone

zzz

2006-05-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

frickin flu
fever
cum sorethroat
fk running nose
bloody mucus nv seems to be ending
can rant on and on and on
but
in conclusiion
im dying
bah
no 1 at home
all out shopping
stun.ned

u dun seem to care
so why shld i?
time 2 4give and 4get.
shall enjoy my own company
in a house
myself.

sick

2006-05-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

sian
fever
sorethroat
flu
wth
wth can
wthh la
spoiler
pui~
maple like crazy today
lalala.
off to work.

oh yes
my hair got screwed
nv going back there
ever
again.
period

wa stun

2006-05-28T09:17:00.000+08:00

competi was
bad
bad
bad
bad
bad
nv to bowl with injured fingers ever again.

=(

went watch da vinci!
omg
rox
2.5 hr show
damn power
powerpack
5 star rating
starting part abit disgusting thou,
but the rest was like woot!
ahhaha for those who believe in christianity
this movie is a jack for your belief.
=P

falling sick
flu,
sorethroat.
oh well.
my net connection is falling sick too
msn keeps getting dc , maple dc.

so zzz
ps : i will nv eat fire noodles again.

handiicapped.

2006-05-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

=(
fingers damn pain..
whywhywhywhywhy
sprain my left hand when i sleeping juz nw..
wa lao
diarreoa
3 times le..
in 2 hrs.
got ulcer !!!
wth.
and parts which are not visible are hurting
i need an angel.

woot

2006-05-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

exhausted.
mentally
physically
cant take this no more.
yournottheone.

lets go back to yesterday.
omg.
went to sch early.
tot can bowl.
but bowling alley occupied,
anyway bowl during break time.
spin was there, strength.
but i cant spare.
hand hurts a lil aft tat, but i still risked playing it the next day.

anyway.
still yesterday
pon bowling
again
sry .
thousand apologies .
in the past i would nv pon cca..
unless for something really impt.
decided to go actually
halfway there.
the siannesss took over.
and i gave in.
period
maybe its just nw the same passion anymore.
anyway
did itab.
stupid slides
wa lao the concept fan still got prob la.
but they dun care,
nvm
did until damn late.
went crazy in Sas.
took pics
videos
ok la we all lost it
den went tiong bahru eat kfc
haha
stun
longest time i ordered kfc
haahs
terrance spilled frances all over his pants sia!

back to today.
woke up early
go sch
wa lao
sleep on mrt there
standing
sleeping
sleep on mrt back also can
bloody tired.
went bowl during break.
hahas
power
splendid
it all came back
abit rusty thou,
cant spare a few.
but close la
i can feel the thing
running thru my veins
i had almost total control
i can predict my balls
i can hear the "BHAM" Sound
i enjoyed it
5 games in 40 mins
man
pwnage.
only im in the alley
hahahas.
power rite.
dint even feel my hand was pain..
until aft sch
sigh
fingers damn pain
cant bowl tmr
hope everything will be allright by fri.
wish me luck
pwned

went for my first driving practical
hahahahahah
knn
the car died 5 times
stupid clutch
always release too fast
but damn fun can
driving car is damn fun
hahahahaaa
damn fun
omg
1 way to describe it.
damN FUNNNN
but quite stress
must look at 3 mirrors den cannot bang ppl must switch gears etc
hahahhaaa
cant wait for my next lesson man!
reach home damn shag.
mama dun let me drive her car in our own carpark.
so mean la.
bleah.

totally exhausted.
reach home
fell on bed
sleep
nv bath lor
hahahs
change den slp
=D
i love driving.

mob test

2006-05-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

omg sia
pon itab
mug 4 hrs before mob test.
hahahas
fk.
mob test
knn
damn cb
esp my question paper
omg
every around me have the same paper,
except ME. i have a diff paper
swee rite.
kanna stun la.
wa lao
im the lucky 1
wtf lor.
die .
hahas

walking halfway to bowling ,
den sian
decided to go home
shall go for cca tmr instead.

fri's coming
and im nt prepared at all.
how.how?
god knows
say goodbye to breaks again from now on

no 1 will understand.
i will survive
cheerios.

会有那么一天

2006-05-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

omg.
会有那么一天
Hui You Na Me Yi Tian
this song
comparable to jay chous gui ji
damn bloody sad.
i like.
ahas..
listen le.
tears came out
uncontrollably.
maybe due to other factors as well.
images just flashed..
hahas..
need to slp le
new day tmr.
=D

bad day.

2006-05-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

is it just me?
everything aint the same anymore.
getting more sianed sianed sianed at bowling.
wheres all my enthuness.
cant blame me.
when wanna train besides normal training days, only me myself and I would be training.
where were the times when there was a partner
to share the joy
to share the pain.
to motivate each other.
those were the days.
all blame is to me actually.
i made the choice
after all.
only depends on my determination now.
dunno how long i can hold on to the promise to bowl when we are in our working lives .
esp now since we are on diff paths.
how long can i keep going
how long can i keep smiling
how long?

those days aint coming back
i keep telling to myself.
but a part of me just want to return
even if its futile
just theres a hope.
a hope.
a hope that things turn out better.
e ans will be revealed on friday.
may the glimmer come true.

shesnottheoneforu.

fHoooooooooow!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

FhoooooOOOOOOOOOOOooowwwwwwwwwwwww!!!
haha
went mad.

heres a song peeps

Oh yeh, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
You'll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide

Yeh, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

i need new songs! anyone got new nice songs? intro me pls . tyty =PpP

woke up

2006-05-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

shall nt be depressed anymr
shall nt be bothered abt things going on.
shall nt be endulged in past memories.
shall be focused.
shall be a mugger
shall be me.

solo.

=(

2006-05-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

sian
sick
sian
sick
sian.

fk life

CONGRATS VAL

2006-05-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

if u happen to c this.

CONGRATS VAL.
JIAYOU TJC! Hope u guys, sry, gals win the finals=D

=P

haha.

sianed

2006-05-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

woo.
wong yi quan won the singles for a division
avg 206
expected.
hahas
zai kia spinner

sometimes i wondered if iv stayed, would things be diff.
its too late now anyway.

sian
feel like quitting bowling
damn sian
train so hard also so lousy
stupid fingers so pain, nw cant play at all.
hais.
who can save me? who????

zzz

2006-05-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

affirmed.
hopeless.
dun care le.

gonna gif myself 1 day for it to recover.
then i start my daily break training
until i get back my damn avg.
fingers hang in there abit.
no matter how swollen u are.
how pain u become
the willpowerr willl overcome it.

i need to start studying.

commentless

2006-05-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm
what do u get when u slack and not train den chiong training?
blistered and blue black fingers
cheers.
competi next week.
and i cant bowl nw for god knows hw many days.
woot.
damn sian.
scores sux
feel like quitting
oh well.

damn heng dint join the singapore international open
frickin advertisements were everywhere.
even my coachs and my coach son ( national team de ) also joining
crazy.
heard bowlers around the world also joining
siao
i dun stand a frickin chance with my current form.
its the main bowling event for sg.
man the atmospheres gonna be great.
but, its only for the pros man =D

buy drink machine also got problem
zzz
put in $1.20 for 100 plus
come out $0.70 mineral water.
wth.

4got to bring my pencil box.
again
and worse
dint bring my pacc tutorial.
wasted dunno god knows hw many hours doing it.
den 4got to bring
splendid.

fhoooooooooo~
did sth crazy on e way to e mrt.
hahas
ps for the gal
anyway.
felt much better doing it.
maybe its a way to release myself.
a way that no 1 will suspect.
a way that ppl think im juz mad for that instance
=D

gonna keep myself damn busy with driving

yesyes davinci code pls ppl!
*hints tans gang * oei oei *
val u better nt ps again.

hahas.
its a happy day.
back to what im doing b4 i blog.
*flees*
*treasure ur grandparents peeps*
ur gonna miss them when they gone
or sth like that.
seriously.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this lifeI just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

*bring me back to life*
*save me from the nothing iv became.

lalala

2006-05-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if life remains the same,

i learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,

and so i go around and just pretend life is not for me

i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they won't see

that you never let them see you sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep,

Lord know its killing me

So i put on my mask
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me
everything is ok
i'm laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my Face
...on my face
singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la laLaaaa

im happy =)

=)=)=)

EC

2006-05-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

hahahs.
just linked dennis
bored.
fking bored
zzz
zzzz
zzzzz

EC now .
lalalala
lalallalllalallaaaaaa
weeeeeeeooooaaaahhhheeeeeeooooccco
going crazZYyYYyYyyYYY
krazyyyyyyy

a crying heart lies behind the merriest smiles

cheerios =D

sianed

2006-05-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

hahas.
log in blog. den sian to blog.
sianed.
tata

heh

2006-05-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

decided.
i wont go tmr.
jiayou ba sr.!
im behind you.
aft all. im not one of them anymore.
yup..
sigh
but yup.

bet that sajc spinner would win the competi.
hahas.

im on my own =).

whoo

2006-05-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

watched poseidon sia!
power thriller
a must watch.
seriously
if u think its like titanic.
hell no.
thats a big misconception.
titanic focus on the love,
man this focus is on the action
every scene has its scare.
every
the whole movie since the ship started to sink
its all heart threatening
a must watch!
woot!
damn la the gay survived.
hahaa.

ate pepper beef steak for lunch.
shld have eaten nydc.
*whines*

saw yt's bf. hahaha
hahahhahaa.

long 14 bus ride home. =)
wee.
heh

oh ya.
on e bus, saw the advertisement for the 37th Singapore international open , even at orchard roads. the roadlamps have all the ads on that.
sad huh.. feel like juz ponning 8 days of sch and join. be in the atmosphere,
feel the passion. since i cant feel it for the nationals. but iv already or my dad has already made the decision not to go
so yea..
bah.

getting used to it.
isolate.
solo.

bowling com tmr.
decision decision.
be strong.

holiday

2006-05-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

woo.
lvl up!
lv 68.
hahahas.
been long since i played my char.
2 more lvls to 70,
third job.
=D=D

been thinking whether to go on mon.
maybe i shall attend half of sch
den go.
hahahas.
see how.

yesyes. need to go simlim one day to buy my 1 gig mmc card.
1 gig man.
i can still survive in long mrt rides without my ipod .
hahahas.

played with cow maple.
the time taken for her to lv 1 - lv 8
i only go from lv 10 - 11.
sad la.
lolx

juz realised i 4got most of the econs iv learned.
seriously
*ahhh*
need to recap
recap!!!

trust is one u shld nv misplace.

sian.
mon got bowling training
normally i would look forward to go.
but the lj coach.
sigh.
dun worry.
i will still attend.
=D

lalala.

omg. =(

2006-05-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot

went out with the sr bros. wooo.
long time , long time since iv seen them man.
watch mi3! lol.
yes yes.
i think i watch that show a zillion times.
anyway.
yes.
as usual.
i was late.
15 mins only la.
ahaha
queue damn long.
worse was.
when i was going up the escalator
2 frickin gays were behind me.
holding hands.
hugging
kissing
the kissing sound was so damn obvious
make my hair everywhere stand la.
totally disgusted.
ZZZZZZ
walked to fareast for no reason, den went to chill at coffeebean.
Sunrise suxs.
its the name of e drink.
they shld invent a new flavour and put it as sunset =D

les and gays.
i mean
its not that i detest their personality or wad so ever.
its just natural turnoff
i dunno why.
it makes me feel uneasy.
sry if i cant hide my actions or feelings.
im trying my best to.
best is not let me know or see
that way. i wont react

in the cinema
one cbkia keep kicking my chair from behind
not purposely la, but his balls damn itchy keep switching legs den knock the back of my chair.
he exceeded my tolerance level, i gave him alot of chances le, finally cant tahan, turn back, excuse me 1st time, he nv hear cos he busy toking,
EXCUSE me damn loud den he heard, can u stop frickin kick the chair.
oh , sry . hahaa he kanna stun.
moron sia.

then went cafecartel for dinner
their st louis pork ribs
zai zai zai

anyway.
got updated a lot of info.
on whats been happening in sr..
lots of familar names appeared.
once that has been in my life.
once that i used to see everyday..
but nt now.

been missing out so much
so much.
so much . . .

anyway..
gave my mum the glow in the dark roses juz now, i woke up in e middle of the night to do it ok,
she got a shock.
but i can see shes happy. and suprised.
=)
cheers.
happys mums day in advance =)

been foolish to think there would be someone for me to confide in.
heh.
i wan buy shoe.

nationals on mon man!
dunno whether to pon sch go support sr!
and see my frens from other jcs
woo.
but i must pon sch sia
sian.
i would be the contestant, if i stayed.
not the spectator..
hahas.

be strong!
=D
cheerios

hmm

2006-05-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

past memories flows back.
made me realize how much i miss and detest my present life.
however reality is such that i can do nothing about it.
because for now, i stand alone,as one,isolated.
life would never be the same again.
it would never be the same..
beautiful things dun last long
just like fireworks,
because no matter how great beauty sth possess,
one would eventually get sick of it,
or, it would just slip away.
reflected on alot of things.
tears flowed, but they will nv be flowed again.
the soft heart has hardened.
nth can break it now,
or neither can one enter.
the door is sealed.
and will never be opened again.
never.

no 1 can or will ever understand me
or wat lies behind my happiest smiles.

cheerios

blistered

2006-05-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

whoo~
been spending lots of $ for bowling.
zzz
tried out the new method.
its super effective.
back to back 130 and below 120 scores.
been missing this score for quite a while.*insert sarcasm*
seriously pondering shld i really change,
i must admit that coach has more experience in bowling than me and
he would make a most likely more right decision then i would,
and his advice would mean good to me.
ponders ponders ponders.

oh well. anyway, said gdbye to my early team sg hopes.
dad disagreed of 9 days ponning of sch for the bowling competition
so=X
cant join.
save me the trouble of deciding whether to join or not.
come to think of it nw, i wanna join.
but oh well.

fingers
blistered.
sobs
=( =( =(
cant bowl le, must let it recover.
whines*

hais
hais
hais
hais
hais
been so tired these days, guess the workload is really catching up on me.
fell asleep during poa.
omg
i mean like, i was listening listenning.. den suddenly
*bham*
i fell on my table and slept.
woke up 5 mins b4 the lecture ended.
shagged.

diff ppl have diff passions.
one just dun suit another.

oh yea.
went for ec oral today
woo.
BEAUTY.
totally gave out a gp speech man
hahahaha.
Mass media's " beauty "
lolx
hope iv done well.

learned to let go.
whoo. back to my xiao long nu! weee=D

fking shagged

2006-05-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

wooo.
just reach home sia
ate kfc for dinner at 8.30pm
sad la.
stupid bowling training.
wait shall nt go into the main event 1st.
yes its suprising i still have the energy to blog.
woo.
yes that can be ur last name.

i went mrt .
4got my ezlink card with my dad.
look like a total moron in front of the entrance.
keep tapping my blank wallet.
omg
den rmb i dint bring
buy standard ticket to dover
$2.70. get $1 back
$1.70
WA LAN
thats like 4X of the charge i usually pay la.
omg.
so sway.

den next
ITAB
OMG
I totally lost it.
heh. i bet u guys nv seen me lost it b4 huh?
i was totally lost.
crazy
went nuts
shout say things i dun even know
i guess my mind was too giddy and switched off. so things dun process thru my brain.
at first it was headache.. den the noise made it worse.
i lost it.
in the end.
yes.
RIshi witnessed it.
lucky him
once in a life time

lesson end
went for econs lec.
shld nt have gone
all i do = copy notes
wat the lec say dun enter my brain
its like a wall.
not a sponge
cant absorb for nuts

finally.
bowling training
some clown dowan accompany me go.
still keep pushing some1 to me ah.
sms shoot her also nv reply.
dun fren that some1 le.
humph.

DAMN Hungry la.
AND tired
and wasted
even b4 i started bowling.
DID the boring 1 Step for 1 HR
god.
damn sianed
the action started when we can resume our normal bowling
woo.
we got separated to those who know hw to bowl and dunno.
yes.
damn the coach
fk.
" you need a lot of work to do. "
" your swing etc is all wrong "
fk u la , wrong still can strike more than ur sp bowlers la.
"i wanna reprogramme ur mind "
"from next week onwards u keep doing 1/2 step for 3 mths "
wa knn
" u are nt allowed to bowl outside with ur old style. if nt u will have to take a longer time "
wa lan
CB
damnn beh song.
keep commenting on my mistakes la
" my sp bowlers are all very good , those here now are not the best "
wa fk sia , come la ask ur bowlers come qie la, dun ask the team sg guy can le.
basket. i can strike but my posture wrong doesnt mean its wrong rite.
my posture wrong but still can get 200+ u kp wat shit
damn pissed.
dunno why im damn pissed.
guess its the day today.
and iv lost it.
yes.
worse is
he took a spinner (senior ) and compare with me
look at him, last time he quite lousy, but nw hes improved alot, at least presentable.
fk la his avg nw also 150+160+ only , big ah?
his posture correct but his avg also kns.
im nt saying im dam pro la.
but pls lor.
at least can win some of ur sp bowlers la.
pui.

go do econs le .
wasted shagged mentally exhausted pissed jarick
im nt myself today.

marathon

2006-05-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

woo
pooed 3 times
in a row.
5 mins each intervence.
1st time = normal poo
5 mins break
2nd time = abit wet poo
5 mins break
DIARREOA
man.
totally spent like 1hr of my life pooing.
stomach seems so empty now.
still churning.
bad stomach day.
=(

=(

2006-05-06T00:53:00.000+08:00

ppl having 3 times a week training.
what i am doing?
once a week?
lolx.
wat a joke.
stoning is fun.
allows ur mind to wander.
explore the other dimensions.
your inner thoughts.
competi is only 11 days away if im intending to join
yet what am i doing.?
slacking
thinking of other things.
distractions.
can join.
and get last.
must well keep e registration fee and do sth with it.
team singapore?
team shit more likely.
i have only words.
no actions.
sry for my ramblings.
just ignore.
its a waste of time reading.
seriously.

contradicting.

still rmb wat i said during ideas presentation.
that i will nv gif up.
heh.
wheres my motivation
wheres my driving force.
wheres my determination.
wheres zeming?
has he really turned into jarick?
or is he just hiding behind that name

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
dunno wat to say.
some things just dun match,
or rather.
not want to.
bleah.
back to slp.

I am determined

2006-05-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

i am determined.
nth can change my mind now.
gdbye.

zzz

2006-05-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

utterly disappointed at myself.
at my own determination.
why i have such SHORT and soft one.
saddening
must keep it going
never to gif in
nevar.

looking thru my final theory test booking dates
decided to book it in 1 mth
as there is no vacant space.
so zzz
finally
15/06/2006
16:30-17:20
and the webby is so laggy.

so pissed with the web
book wrongly
zzz
make me must waste 1 cancellation.
fk
sianed.

??

2006-05-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

no 1 would understand

still staying up.
will never drop below again

did sth damn stupid
took out my phone mmc card from my hp
slot in my com mmc/sd card slot
was wondering why the hole so big for mmc,
den use pencil and force it in somemore.
it went in so deep, the system can read the card
got the light
i was elated, tot it stuck
den transfer all my songs and files over to the card le.
den realize
oh shit
its really stuck
i 4got to put the adapter in.
lol
spent like a long time trying to dig out
in the end inserted the adapter den dig out together
cheerios!
sweating like crazy
.
hahahas
had a great laugh over it.
how stupid i am.
interesting.
heh.

almost

2006-05-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

*almost fell in *
phew
careless me
pulled myself back up again.

for ppl who like super mario
or for ppl whos think they are damn good in piano
meet the pro.
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/mariopiano.html

went for badminton trial today, or rather. went to spec
missed the old times.
my old life.
bowling.
is not as fun as it is compared to last year.
dunno if i have the motivation to go on.
will team singapore alone be enuf?
shall c.

went for theory basic exam today
completed in 5 mins
passed
beat that =D

sianed.

omg. labtop

2006-05-02T00:53:00.001+08:00

my dream labtop
i wanttttt
but its damn ex!!
hope i can get this
*dreams*
*drools*

http://static.hardwareluxx.de:443/hardware/andreas/News/ASUS_W6_golden_white_3_resize.jpg

rantssssssssssssss

Tans clan outing

2006-05-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

woot.
went out with e tans clan today.
went lunch. then movie.
1st time i walk out of a restaurant after ordering..
went into pizzahut, den we all order le, regret den wanna go eat sushi buffet.
so ps, i call e waiter here den me nic and yt put our heads on table.
leave eugene the big man to tok lol.
so paiseh.
settled for hans instead
the portion is damn small thou.
den went watch election
sneak the 2 kids nick and yt in.
yt damn lian la.
whole day hangout arcade, u shld c her ddr.
omg
cfm shes an ah lian.
den pass by tans b4 going home.
hahas
damn rain.
gonna chiong hw now.
Stats and Econs
gogo!=D

who says the sun cant rise from the north.
like tutucakes?

new phone!

2006-05-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

ohh. went ps
queue damn long.
ps starhub really cmi
the queue waiting can seriously kill ppl
2 hrs la.
omg
lucky i have great patience :P
while waiting, went buy quiksilver belt. =D
got 10% discount
woot for the membership =D
den change my plan
and finally got my beloved
n70~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
that phone rox!
weeeeee

reach home
chiong pacc tut
irratating.
until 2am la.
god
save me .

.

2006-04-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

gdbye zeming.

theory mock test

2006-04-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

woot.
woke up early today
for my theory mock exam.
so stupid
lol
there are 4 e trial tests that i need to attend
each sesson is 1 hr
supposely meant for 6 mock exam papers
45 mins for each paper.
by right u at least be prepared to do 4/6 in that 4 in trial test la.
but i did all 6 completed and pass all of them, at least 90% in 2 etrial sessons
SO Stupid.
lol
the teacher there got shocked.
i finsih 1 paper in like 15/20 mins
chiong all.
hahahhaa.
will use e remaining 2 as revision thou
3/05 is my real exam
home i dun make careless mistakes and pass it =D

met clement
went cut hair
ass go pool bo jio
only today den jio
hahaha.
cut le
retained my length
cut thin only.
den went eat macs
den go home.
fast huh

till then =P
*my fav ending phrase*

omg

2006-04-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

i got a letter from sg bowling federation .!

tot it was an invitation to team singapore.
kns
pui
open up
totally spoiler
lol
invitation to join 39th singapore international open
so stupid lar
hahahs
ka pui sia.

sch was ok today.
ideas.
seriously
find it so..
lame.
cant follow e music
cant tap my inner "inspiration"
cant flow with the music
cant allow e pen to connect to the music itself.
gonna flunk that subject man.

sch ended at 3.
the project period for mob = leave home early again
went watch daisy =)
great show man
thanks for e recomandations
lucky i head it and went watch =)
next went vj dramanite
was ok la.
5/10
yeppers.
den went eat macs.
tadah!
tats abt it.